rhys and i were so afraid of that ghost book that we had to give it to sebastian. we promised we would have a ritual to destroy it, but we were too chicken even to do that.

is the reason for creepycrawly books working - is that something to do with symptomatic reading? they give you the meaning of environmental signs and so you give those signs the same exegesis when you move through your own surroundings? so that the windows become the haunted eyes that looked at you from the page?

once we were inside - the door closed behind us
one of us started to say something or we both did - the smell of the holiday house
but it was no use, we knew we were going to kiss, within seconds we were kissing, thinking 'this is crazy', i knew i was in love my head-body-heart swept in the warm lovewash rushing, it was sunlight.