gasping butterfly

people in this country on the whole don't seem to realise.
statistics I'm sure have long been recognised as being not a value-neutral tool of socio-economic and scientific analysis but a malleable, manipulative technology of assurance used by Governments and powerful institutions to assure populations that 'the system works.'
it's the same with the media & its tactics, its 'reporting.'

Did it stop being diary?
Did it become fabulation?

I wore a kilt to university today. Don't laugh: I looked good. Somehow I felt like I was invisible. There was a photographer taking photos of us lost souls for promotional material and I could feel myself dissapearing between the shutter clicks.

I made these social observations on my mother's note pad and I'll put them on here soon, incoherent or no.

Golly gosh - tired. Gus and Gilly (better expression) - tired. Assignment.

I reread "Penguin pete and Pat" the other day, to Kit: Pfister - blew me away.

Law school is oddly inspiring. It pushes me into the corners and forces me out at the margins. I write a lot of stuff in the back of my notebook. A somatic focus, often.