climatose
close climate comatose

said the man on the radio,
i saw that he was dressed in rags in tatters as if he had been papered with tatters and he looked cold he wanted to impress his daughter be the manufactured modern man and so he went to the tramp in the subway he said 'sir i am not far from my hotel i couldnt help but notice you were cold why don't you take my jacket' and with that the tramp stood up he stood to his full six foot six foot three and he said in an eloquent voice 'what you see before you, is the product of choices i have made' and he walked gracefully away and the man was left fool left fool tryhard fool. he was the son in law of johnny cash. and when he sang to commemorate he sang dylan's dont think twice its allright and he spliced it with johnny's understand your man that way there would be no more fuss and bother no intellectual property questions who stole whose tune no more of that they were mingled married as it were songs as if they had been papered in tatters tattered papers if only the word could become shrapnel in the world.

i want to put on red shoes with little heels and a lovely little dress and go somewhere bright with confetti, clutching a basket.

i feel i should mention that i finished moby dick a couple of days ago - the end was a shock to me, not what i expected.

shock too strong a word.

i find myself laughing at bad jokes.

ended up talking to daniel about sex life (huh?) or should that be love life last night and realised how little i know about anything. the vile mechanics of corruption. oh im a watcher at best.

after 15.30 hours of solid tv watching and coffee drinking at Daniel's house, the day ahead at work has become merely a matter of staying alive. It was impossible to keep my eyes open between stops on the bus in order to get off. I'm amazed I got here. I fell asleep on the bus and lost my clutch on my shopping bag, it fell to the floor. I have been losing things. The day is very grey, its strange, as if sacrificing the night had made the sun leave.

My beloved friend has checked into hospital, I don't really know the details and don't feel like I should intrude, I hope I hear more soon, I'm very worried.

we experience time like mice running in wheels, until suddenly we realise that the wheel is running us.